I need help with diagnosing symptoms?

Your question was stated in such a way that I thought you were around 17! You seem very articulate and intelligent. I suffer from anxiety (on medication for it, have been for a few years now). My Dr. knows I do not abuse the med, so he doesn't mind still prescribing it to me. I also want you to know that I suffered from PTSD from an abusive childhood and after being abused by an ex boyfriend. I would suggest you google PTSD and read the symptoms...you may have that. I feel for you, if you do! After almost 3 years of being out from the abusive environment, I am lots (although not completely well) better. There is help and hope. Do not give up OR give in to the attitudes of the other students you share a clroom with. You are better than that, much better. I sought help, got it and will continue to. These things are manageable if you are determined they will not get the best of you. Seek help and guidance, reach out-there is hope! I should know.